Sunday, August 19, 2007

Still in bed

Well, yes!! I'm still in bed. But just had my shower. Fresh but lazy! Sms'ed and replied. Glad in a way, but much concerns still. Guess its hard being me. Cant think of someone is as hard headed as me.

But again, after what I went through. I think its fair enough to be what I am now. Terlalu berlembut, people pijak kepala. Terlalu berkeras, people think you are a control freak! Being in the middle shows uncertainties. So where would one be then???

Yesterday night, when I was at my mom, she asked. Are you ok?? Ada masalah ke?? but told her that I'm ok. Though she seems to know and understand better. I hesitate to share much of my problem with her. Not that I'm not comfortable, but I rather keep it silence.

Cant expect others to understand our problems all the time. We just have to blend and follow the flow. Deras or tenang, life is a big rollercoaster. Just have to break, once in a while.

Believe these.. live by the day n hope for tomorrow. To be or not to be. Do or died. Yes or no. Courage than coward. Forward than backward. Higher than lower. AND NO HANKY PANKY!!!

Not saying that it would make our life better. But it surely make me stronger.