33.1

Hari ni, aku da 33.1. Dapat few well wishes via sms dari kawan lama dan baru. my bros and ada lagi yang aku sendiri tak kenal. Ada wishes pun macam tak ikhlas. Baik simpan je sms tu, anyway, thx all for the wishes! :))

Semalam plak, dari pagi sampai tengahari ok. Semua kat office pun seems ok. But bila balik rumah dengan kerja2 renovations going on, things started to go wrong. Dengan rangka pintu baru yg tak cantik and few more things yg pisses me off.

Aku pun dah malas nak fikir, so gi dinner at Pizza Hut @ Wangsa Maju. Pun tak go as plan, bla bla bla la. Kira2nya whole yesterday evening sucks.

Aku balik awal and head to bed. Take all the troubles day into my dream. Harap2 esok things will get better :)

Hari Lahir

33 years ago, at this very day, about 5.23pm, Im pretty sure I cried for the first time. Well, most babies nangis masa lahir nangis kan! Mostly! ;) Im sure masa lahir tu kaki pun tertendang-tendang. Pity takde baby photo to share with.Now, Im still kicking a bit here n there la. Tak boleh nak angkat kaki sangat. Go figure!

Life wise, its been good! Occasionally with back pain n migraine. Dats not too bad I guess :) Work wise, bigger challenge ahead. Lots of opportunities provided with greater strength to push de business plan ahead n surely worth going for. After all, got more bills to pay these day!

Family wise, no comment! :@ Social wise, CNN! errr is it relevant??

Since its my b'day, just hope for the best and many happy returns for the coming years. Wish me well k !! ;)

Horoscope For The Day

The Bottom Line

The warmth you feel from friends will keep you in a very jovial mood today.

In Detail

If a blur of social obligations is working on your last nerve, get some alone time today. Treat yourself to a quiet dinner out, or rent your favorite movie and just chill. It's not selfish to want to be by yourself ... it's healthy. Social hound friends may not understand this inward phase you're going through, but they will accept it. Be honest with your needs (like you always are), and as long as you keep your people in the loop, they'll be cool with your conduct.

Kematian itu pasti

Pergi kubur atuk n nenek recently. Dah lebih kurang 5 tahun lebih tak "melawat". At first, kinda difficult to find the spots, tapi jumpa gak. Mann pun ikut sama cos visit kubur atuknya kat situ. Both kubur atuk and nenek seems terjaga. I guess my cousin ada datang jengok. Maybe raya nanti datang lagi and bersihkan mana yang patut, hopefully after sembahyang raya. If not pun bila ada peluang.

Both atuk n nenek dah lama pergi, especially atuk. Ingatan pada nenek segar lagi. Got to know her well before dia meninggal. I remember masa nenek past away. Nangis bagai nak rak kat hospital and masa jenazahnya tiba di rumah my parents.

Bila sampai waktu dan ketika, orang yang tersayang juga akan pergi. Sudah bersediakah kita melalui hidup tanpa mereka atau munkin kita pergi meninggalkan mereka dahulu?? Kehidupan dan kematian itu pasti. Its a journey most of us will take and God knows when and how.

Trustworthy

Trust is a delicate word. Usually describe good will and gesture. Yet, deceiving sometimes. Such that could break up any form of understanding and good faith.

Trust require time, effort and by sharing our mind with open heart. Be trustworthy in order to gain trust. By not merely saying, but with action which speaks louder than words. No trust is worth giving unless its proven.

Having it, makes us worthy as human being. Lets protect and embrace it. Loose it, and we shall never gain it back. No matter how hard we try.

Hidup tak sempurna

Satu ketika, aku berjanji pada diri ku agar berwaspada. Nekad untuk meneruskan impian baru. Walau apa jua yang datang. Aku tidak akan berserah.

Namun, satu ketika, ia menjenguk pintu hati. Aku terima dengan penuh gusar. Ku biarkan perasaanku terjerat lagi. Aku percaya tanpa ragu dan sangsi. Tanpa nyata, aku berkhayal penuh kegembiraan.

Kini aku tertanya-tanya. Telah ku cuba mengikut arus. Tidak pula ku menentang deras yang mencabar. Janji ku tidak di kota. Aku telah berserah. Mengharungi satu persimpangan. Melewati siang dan malam. Mengorak langkah yang kian kali semakin sukar.

Tangisan jiwa ku meronta. Aku keseorangan lagi, meniti hidup yang tak sempurna.